hari ini hujan deras mengguyur kota bandung.
some people say this the real bandung, cold. for me, it's more like a bitter day.
it's probably what i feel.
i feel like i'm the the most jerk of all.
i wish i shutted my mouth.
the qoute is right, silent is golden.
God, give me the wisdom to know when i should keep it low and when i should say.
and i'm sorry.
i really am.
Selasa, 24 November 2009
Minggu, 08 November 2009
is there any forever??
holaaaaaaa..
jeez, it looks like FOREVER since my last post. hehehehe.. lebay ya cin?
well.. as i figured today, hmmm is there any forever?
nothing speciall i guess, since my last post. gitu gitu aja.. yeah, you all know me, sepertinya hidup saya memang penuh dengan rutinitas.
mulai dari jam bangun pagi yang sama, urutan hal-hal yang dilakukan, just like my buncit said about me, i'm all about the routine.
lately, i do a lot of chat (it's true, A LOT! i guess i've never chat with anyone that long as i chat with this lovely person..) that makes my head spinning sometimes.
i've been searching FOREVER to have that kind of talk we used to do.
but today, i found out that however, we just like another citizens of the world.
we have to go to work, we have to live our life, and most important, we still have to face the reality. and as we all know, reality bites! it's hurt. but it's just the way it should be.
i was wishing that i can spend my FOREVER to have that talk with him, but i guess that's not what the reality will take me to.
and my buncit..
hmmm, my heart still jump up anytime i hear my cell rings the 1-2-3-4 by plain white T's which means he called. at the same time, still melt anytime he send me flat message that tells he miss me. and yet, the reality still sucks 'coz somehow it just take me through the step i've never ever want to step through. even though i'm still wishing to spen the rest of my life, FOREVER, with my buncit.
so, guess the reality does exist and as the citezens of the world and sane human being, we just have to face it.
there is any FOREVER? or there isn't such thing called FOREVER?
it's just too absurd for me.
ah, what the heck, i was born to be a dreamer and that's the point, right?
beside, we live to purseu or dream, aren't we? even we have to wake up and fall..
jeez, it looks like FOREVER since my last post. hehehehe.. lebay ya cin?
well.. as i figured today, hmmm is there any forever?
nothing speciall i guess, since my last post. gitu gitu aja.. yeah, you all know me, sepertinya hidup saya memang penuh dengan rutinitas.
mulai dari jam bangun pagi yang sama, urutan hal-hal yang dilakukan, just like my buncit said about me, i'm all about the routine.
lately, i do a lot of chat (it's true, A LOT! i guess i've never chat with anyone that long as i chat with this lovely person..) that makes my head spinning sometimes.
i've been searching FOREVER to have that kind of talk we used to do.
but today, i found out that however, we just like another citizens of the world.
we have to go to work, we have to live our life, and most important, we still have to face the reality. and as we all know, reality bites! it's hurt. but it's just the way it should be.
i was wishing that i can spend my FOREVER to have that talk with him, but i guess that's not what the reality will take me to.
and my buncit..
hmmm, my heart still jump up anytime i hear my cell rings the 1-2-3-4 by plain white T's which means he called. at the same time, still melt anytime he send me flat message that tells he miss me. and yet, the reality still sucks 'coz somehow it just take me through the step i've never ever want to step through. even though i'm still wishing to spen the rest of my life, FOREVER, with my buncit.
so, guess the reality does exist and as the citezens of the world and sane human being, we just have to face it.
there is any FOREVER? or there isn't such thing called FOREVER?
it's just too absurd for me.
ah, what the heck, i was born to be a dreamer and that's the point, right?
beside, we live to purseu or dream, aren't we? even we have to wake up and fall..
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